Sharing a link to a wonderful organic conversation I recently participated in with two past life regressionists on a channel called The Veil Between Lives!
Sharing a link to a wonderful organic conversation I recently participated in with two past life regressionists on a channel called The Veil Between Lives!
Thank you, Christian. Listening to your voice helps bring me back to a peaceful mind, and there’s always wisdom recognized that speaks to a challenge or issue I’ve been experiencing.
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I wasn’t going to mention this, but I keep thinking that your the only person I know of who might understand, so here goes.
I’ve experienced an internal shift that’s similar to having my teenage self reawaken and step forward. He’s ready to love, to share, to be seen, and to participate from what he knows now is his truth of being worthy and lovable. He’s funny, handsome, and he desires to celebrate being Him with someone. That’s the internal, very vivid, very real experience. I’d say he’s 19.
And then the bathroom mirror tells a different story. Externally I see a 64-yr. old man who’s overweight and looks tired and who’s eyes are slightly sad.
Both are true, but I don’t know what to do with it. Depending on the day, I cry because no one can see the internal which feels like the real me. Then fear arises that my Truth will never be celebrated with another person. I didn’t realize it was fear until I listened to you today.
Your voice calmed me down, but I sincerely would like to understand how to love and honor both the inner and the outer. How do I celebrate and share when it feels like the truth has been hidden?
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Just in case it helps: The youthful you is actually the real you: We sense the youth of our true nature, even if the form we are temporarily “inhabiting” displays something else. The former is more real than the latter, actually.
Meanwhile, we mourn when we are not seen: we mourn the (apparent) chronic, deep, and terrible disconnection we experience in this place. We feel unseen, and that hurts like hell. The physical surface can be unrelenting in its telling of this story. Even so, it is only a very firm and unrelenting illusion. We are connected. You are connected to me, you are connected to those you have loved and those who love you (even many you may not remember right now while physical). You are seen, deeply, and cherished and understood, even if nothing in the physical says it overtly.
I know this is often poor comfort, because we want to see it physically. To that end, please let me just gently suggest this: We do have power over (1.) how we hold that experience of disconnection itself, and, (2.) what we believe about and expect for ourselves, even when the surface has told us something painful. I am saying this because I have experienced, and others have as well, that we actually have power to nurture physical expression of seeing and connection as we exercise our own power through those two things. In other words, when we know our value, and expect connection, the world will, especially in time, tend to offer the connection that we seek. Put another way: Don’t expect disconnection, even if that has been the history.
Regarding celebrating both the inner and the outer- I hope the following doesn’t sound like wordplay only, because this is actually very powerful: It is all the inner. There is no outer. There is you having an experience, assigning meaning, all by and through and in your consciousness. The outer may appear firm, but it is second to you. Honor the real you- which means yes, honoring how the “outer” has led you to feel. But don’t lose yourself in believing in powerlessness. Form exists for us, not the other way around. Your experience, and the content itself, can’t help but listen to *you.*
I hope that helps dear brother!
With love,
Christian
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Understood…and thank you for all you do for your followers already.
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Huge hug back! We are here! Yay!
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Your comments stir the depth of consciousness within me, I feel incredibly grateful for your presence in this world Christian. Sharing the light.
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