I will keep going. π I have been through a personal hardship recently that has been so incredibly emotionally challenging that it has taken a toll on my body. But I am working through it. Thank you for your concern! -Christian
I keep you and your family in my prayers, Christian. I’m reading your book and finding it so enjoyable and helpful. I am extremely grateful for all of the spiritual wisdom you share. ~Peace & Love, Krista
Just sending love and light to you in the challenges you’re experiencing. I’m there myself and feel like a light flickering in the mud trying not to go dark. Watching this helped me. You are one of my “re-grounding go-to’s” and if I’m in the mud, sharing my light a little makes it brighter, so this bit of sunshine is for you (which sounds goofy or trite, but I mean it): πππ
I was just at a meditation retreat and had another peak experience (I forget and then every time I remember, it’s so beautiful!), but coming back into my 3-D life today hit me like a brick wall knowing I have to make some big changes, grieve a whole lot of stuff I keep trying not to feel, and move forward to truly be of service and continue my path. For me, I’ve figured out that if I want to live at higher levels of vibration and have some of the gifts that gives me, I have to live with a greater level of alignment with my higher self. After the awakening I had 4 years ago, I can’t bypass and sometimes it sucks because when you’re conscious, you can’t NOT act. You can’t hide from yourself. I’m at a point where I’m seeing several forks in the road, at a zero point, and it could go in so many directions. Change feels uncertain (but necessary in this case). At the same time, I had a big reminder through the peak experience that I have all the tools I need to potentially do some great work that could truly help others.
Thank you π. It always gives me a lot of courage when I listen to you.
I remember picking my mom before this life, sheβs been my parent multiple lives. Sheβs forgotten everything now. It feels sort of lonely that Iβm the only one who remembers. For a while I thought maybe I was just crazy. Iβm glad youβre validating these things in a really coherent way. I didnβt have the words for it.
My husband believes me, but he prefers to be more practical and productive in this life. Sometimes I can just watch the birds for hours. Stillness makes me feel the most myself, which is very unproductive. Itβs a hard thing to justify. I don’t know how to change, or how to be myself here this time. I wonder if this is what I was supposed to integrate. It feels like a mystery. Iβll keep listening to more of your videos. Thank you for your generous wisdom.
Much can be accomplished in stillness (it is actually not “unproductive” π ). I relate very much to the feeling of loneliness to be amongst so many who do not remember. Indeed, it can be quite the challenge to be our full selves here in this limitation-set – it is possible, even if in spurts π (it’s OK if that journey is inconsistent or non-linear). I hope you have a wonderful day experiencing being human! π Thank you for being awake, here.
Christian, <3.
You do not look good.
But do not let that keep your away.
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Lisa
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I will keep going. π I have been through a personal hardship recently that has been so incredibly emotionally challenging that it has taken a toll on my body. But I am working through it. Thank you for your concern! -Christian
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I keep you and your family in my prayers, Christian. I’m reading your book and finding it so enjoyable and helpful. I am extremely grateful for all of the spiritual wisdom you share. ~Peace & Love, Krista
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Thank you Krista! I appreciate it.
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to you and your family
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I think you look great, Christian. It feels like you’ve turned a corner.
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Thank you Amy! π
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Just sending love and light to you in the challenges you’re experiencing. I’m there myself and feel like a light flickering in the mud trying not to go dark. Watching this helped me. You are one of my “re-grounding go-to’s” and if I’m in the mud, sharing my light a little makes it brighter, so this bit of sunshine is for you (which sounds goofy or trite, but I mean it): πππ
I was just at a meditation retreat and had another peak experience (I forget and then every time I remember, it’s so beautiful!), but coming back into my 3-D life today hit me like a brick wall knowing I have to make some big changes, grieve a whole lot of stuff I keep trying not to feel, and move forward to truly be of service and continue my path. For me, I’ve figured out that if I want to live at higher levels of vibration and have some of the gifts that gives me, I have to live with a greater level of alignment with my higher self. After the awakening I had 4 years ago, I can’t bypass and sometimes it sucks because when you’re conscious, you can’t NOT act. You can’t hide from yourself. I’m at a point where I’m seeing several forks in the road, at a zero point, and it could go in so many directions. Change feels uncertain (but necessary in this case). At the same time, I had a big reminder through the peak experience that I have all the tools I need to potentially do some great work that could truly help others.
Anyway, love and blessings. Being a human is hard. We are all so strong! π©·
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Thank you π. It always gives me a lot of courage when I listen to you.
I remember picking my mom before this life, sheβs been my parent multiple lives. Sheβs forgotten everything now. It feels sort of lonely that Iβm the only one who remembers. For a while I thought maybe I was just crazy. Iβm glad youβre validating these things in a really coherent way. I didnβt have the words for it.
My husband believes me, but he prefers to be more practical and productive in this life. Sometimes I can just watch the birds for hours. Stillness makes me feel the most myself, which is very unproductive. Itβs a hard thing to justify. I don’t know how to change, or how to be myself here this time. I wonder if this is what I was supposed to integrate. It feels like a mystery. Iβll keep listening to more of your videos. Thank you for your generous wisdom.
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Much can be accomplished in stillness (it is actually not “unproductive” π ). I relate very much to the feeling of loneliness to be amongst so many who do not remember. Indeed, it can be quite the challenge to be our full selves here in this limitation-set – it is possible, even if in spurts π (it’s OK if that journey is inconsistent or non-linear). I hope you have a wonderful day experiencing being human! π Thank you for being awake, here.
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