I will keep going. 🙂 I have been through a personal hardship recently that has been so incredibly emotionally challenging that it has taken a toll on my body. But I am working through it. Thank you for your concern! -Christian
I keep you and your family in my prayers, Christian. I’m reading your book and finding it so enjoyable and helpful. I am extremely grateful for all of the spiritual wisdom you share. ~Peace & Love, Krista
Just sending love and light to you in the challenges you’re experiencing. I’m there myself and feel like a light flickering in the mud trying not to go dark. Watching this helped me. You are one of my “re-grounding go-to’s” and if I’m in the mud, sharing my light a little makes it brighter, so this bit of sunshine is for you (which sounds goofy or trite, but I mean it): 🌞🌞🌞
I was just at a meditation retreat and had another peak experience (I forget and then every time I remember, it’s so beautiful!), but coming back into my 3-D life today hit me like a brick wall knowing I have to make some big changes, grieve a whole lot of stuff I keep trying not to feel, and move forward to truly be of service and continue my path. For me, I’ve figured out that if I want to live at higher levels of vibration and have some of the gifts that gives me, I have to live with a greater level of alignment with my higher self. After the awakening I had 4 years ago, I can’t bypass and sometimes it sucks because when you’re conscious, you can’t NOT act. You can’t hide from yourself. I’m at a point where I’m seeing several forks in the road, at a zero point, and it could go in so many directions. Change feels uncertain (but necessary in this case). At the same time, I had a big reminder through the peak experience that I have all the tools I need to potentially do some great work that could truly help others.
Anyway, love and blessings. Being a human is hard. We are all so strong! 🩷
Thank you 🙏. It always gives me a lot of courage when I listen to you.
I remember picking my mom before this life, she’s been my parent multiple lives. She’s forgotten everything now. It feels sort of lonely that I’m the only one who remembers. For a while I thought maybe I was just crazy. I’m glad you’re validating these things in a really coherent way. I didn’t have the words for it.
My husband believes me, but he prefers to be more practical and productive in this life. Sometimes I can just watch the birds for hours. Stillness makes me feel the most myself, which is very unproductive. It’s a hard thing to justify. I don’t know how to change, or how to be myself here this time. I wonder if this is what I was supposed to integrate. It feels like a mystery. I’ll keep listening to more of your videos. Thank you for your generous wisdom.
Christian, <3.
You do not look good.
But do not let that keep your away.
❤
Lisa
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I will keep going. 🙂 I have been through a personal hardship recently that has been so incredibly emotionally challenging that it has taken a toll on my body. But I am working through it. Thank you for your concern! -Christian
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I keep you and your family in my prayers, Christian. I’m reading your book and finding it so enjoyable and helpful. I am extremely grateful for all of the spiritual wisdom you share. ~Peace & Love, Krista
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Thank you Krista! I appreciate it.
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to you and your family
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I think you look great, Christian. It feels like you’ve turned a corner.
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Thank you Amy! 🙂
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Just sending love and light to you in the challenges you’re experiencing. I’m there myself and feel like a light flickering in the mud trying not to go dark. Watching this helped me. You are one of my “re-grounding go-to’s” and if I’m in the mud, sharing my light a little makes it brighter, so this bit of sunshine is for you (which sounds goofy or trite, but I mean it): 🌞🌞🌞
I was just at a meditation retreat and had another peak experience (I forget and then every time I remember, it’s so beautiful!), but coming back into my 3-D life today hit me like a brick wall knowing I have to make some big changes, grieve a whole lot of stuff I keep trying not to feel, and move forward to truly be of service and continue my path. For me, I’ve figured out that if I want to live at higher levels of vibration and have some of the gifts that gives me, I have to live with a greater level of alignment with my higher self. After the awakening I had 4 years ago, I can’t bypass and sometimes it sucks because when you’re conscious, you can’t NOT act. You can’t hide from yourself. I’m at a point where I’m seeing several forks in the road, at a zero point, and it could go in so many directions. Change feels uncertain (but necessary in this case). At the same time, I had a big reminder through the peak experience that I have all the tools I need to potentially do some great work that could truly help others.
Anyway, love and blessings. Being a human is hard. We are all so strong! 🩷
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Thank you 🙏. It always gives me a lot of courage when I listen to you.
I remember picking my mom before this life, she’s been my parent multiple lives. She’s forgotten everything now. It feels sort of lonely that I’m the only one who remembers. For a while I thought maybe I was just crazy. I’m glad you’re validating these things in a really coherent way. I didn’t have the words for it.
My husband believes me, but he prefers to be more practical and productive in this life. Sometimes I can just watch the birds for hours. Stillness makes me feel the most myself, which is very unproductive. It’s a hard thing to justify. I don’t know how to change, or how to be myself here this time. I wonder if this is what I was supposed to integrate. It feels like a mystery. I’ll keep listening to more of your videos. Thank you for your generous wisdom.
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